OMG! I joined my friends Jasmine and Emily over Glow Brand Global for a Sunday night live, and it felt so bloody good.
When Jaz asked me, I felt so honoured that I couldn’t say no. I mean, no one has ever asked me to do anything like this before? This was completely alien to me, something that felt so uncomfortable, entirely out of my comfort zone.
If I had been asked a year ago, actually even six months ago, I would have said NO, the uncertainty of it, the loud voice in my head telling me that I’m not good enough would always win. I could barely hold a conversation with one person, let alone twenty.
I knew that saying yes would send my very overactive mind into overdrive! He didn’t like it one bit…past events came to the surface showing me where I’d failed, people showed up that wanted to see me fail, feelings showed up that, quite frankly, I thought were put to bed.
My mind: He’s like this annoying lifelong friend that you know you’ve grown out of but have a deep history and knowingness with…I’m not sure that makes sense? It doesn’t make much sense in my head, but that’s the best way to describe it.
BUT for the first time, I put him to bed! I am good enough…I will share what I know from the purest place of my heart to any being who needs to hear it, and this time you’re not telling me I’m not good enough, you have no right to. You don’t have any hold over me anymore.
I’ve made a pact now to only listen to my higher self voice. She doesn’t tell me any stories she only knows love and light.
Say yes to the date, say yes to the interview, say yes to the unplanned, the unknown… say yes to life.
Thank you to Jaz and Emily. It was so much more than the live…it was the first time I was louder than the voice inside my head.
Thank you to all that watched and for your kind words and messages.
𝐑𝐞𝐦𝐞𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫; 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐞𝐫.
– 𝚂𝚘𝚙𝚑𝚒𝚎 𝙻𝚒𝚗𝚎𝚜